After rushing through one term in MDIS, I am both relieved and glad. Relieved that the term is over and pretty manageable. Before this term started, I was really filled with all sorts of ‘what if’ thoughts. Not very positive thoughts. Heard stories about how tough a Business course is, etc. After going through it myself, I thought it’s pretty ok. The lectures are usually enjoyable, though some are dry. Made a few great study buddies along the way. I don’t think my first term exam results will be fantastic. But, I shall do better subsequently.
Just now I received an sms of bad news from someone close to my heart. Oh well, my first reaction is to point fingers and find a person to blame. But, upon some consideration, I thought there is really nothing I can do about it. Trying to find out more or make things better by my effort will not work. Sometimes people make decisions that caused you to wonder why. You don’t go and probe further. You just know that you can’t change others, but you can change yourself and your own response towards the situation.
At the end of the day, I am accountable to God for my own life, not another person’s life.
